[ nina. a hot poker of relief sears through zoya's insides. how long ago had she been seated across from nikolai, demanding he ship zenik home as though she had the reign to pass edicts? it isn't ravka, no, but it's ... something. a guarantee that zenik still lives on.
that she won't be a sapling to grow in her garden, lost in remembrance. even then, zoya's fondness is muted thing, a hidden seed within herself, once she recovers from the initial blow of surprise. ]
Sankta Zoya of the Storm is a retired myth, Zenik. Fortunately, I don't need legends to bend men to their knees.
I didn't expect to hear from you. Not here. But it was only a matter of time before you followed. Ravkans are particularly enticing to this world.
[ hadn't expected her to reach out today. tomorrow. the day after. this realm is more secure than zenik causing (calculated) terror in fjerdan courts, but — zoya is well-aware she's done little to deserve nina seeking her out. little to ensure she's content in doing so. ]
You've secured housing, I hope.
[ a stern statement, rather than the nagging maternal question that it wants to become. ]
You call it honor, I call it bravery. Should I spend the night and whisper sweet, soft nothings for them? Dry their tears with a cuddle? You're going to nauseate me, Zenik.
ignore the extremely late timestamp on this lalala
that she won't be a sapling to grow in her garden, lost in remembrance. even then, zoya's fondness is muted thing, a hidden seed within herself, once she recovers from the initial blow of surprise. ]
Sankta Zoya of the Storm is a retired myth, Zenik.
Fortunately, I don't need legends to bend men to their knees.
When did you arrive?
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Just today.
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But it was only a matter of time before you followed. Ravkans are particularly enticing to this world.
[ hadn't expected her to reach out today. tomorrow. the day after. this realm is more secure than zenik causing (calculated) terror in fjerdan courts, but — zoya is well-aware she's done little to deserve nina seeking her out. little to ensure she's content in doing so. ]
You've secured housing, I hope.
[ a stern statement, rather than the nagging maternal question that it wants to become. ]
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Inej invited me to stay with her. Are you safe?
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I’ve always said Ravka needed to compensate me with a vacation. This isn’t what I had planned.
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Is it anything like vacation?
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No temperamental country to make demands of us is vacation enough.
Unwelcome as that vacation is.
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So this place makes no demands?
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My duty is to Ravka first, no matter where we've been taken.
And most men expect I'll thaw and melt into their arms.
[ as she'd informed count kirigin — an impossible fool's fantasy. ]
Only of the usual variety.
Synchronicity to prevent becoming stone is a small demand to fulfill.
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It's not the most difficult thing any of us have been through.
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You call it honor, I call it bravery.
Should I spend the night and whisper sweet, soft nothings for them? Dry their tears with a cuddle?
You're going to nauseate me, Zenik.
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[ of which she will firmly, insistently, press that she is not. ]
I'm not going to give you the gory details of my sexual exploits, Nina. They're not for the faint of heart.