You know what? I am a fool. Have them both, I don't care. Have them all. No one sees all of me and wants all of me. Not Mal, not Nikolai, not Aleksander. And if they think they do, it's not really me. It's the story they told themselves about who I am. You know who I thought might? You. I am not jealous of your crown. I'm jealous that you are free.
no subject
I am a fool.
Have them both, I don't care. Have them all.
No one sees all of me and wants all of me. Not Mal, not Nikolai, not Aleksander.
And if they think they do, it's not really me. It's the story they told themselves about who I am.
You know who I thought might?
You.
I am not jealous of your crown.
I'm jealous that you are free.